BLUE is the colour today

what a blue period, a stack of assignment, a notebook that need to get fix, some problem that i can only see but cannot help. Maybe if i get stronger i can help a bit
i was chatting tonight with Harry and talk something about career that we should fought for and then is another chat with Tsin something about what we are good at and the kacau gal say my choice of course is not good. so it makes me think again like it always does, is this all what i want? should i find something else or should i just go by this flow and do whatever i meet.
still got time to think (one more year before graduating)

i will go home this weekend for my study break, waiting to go home is good feeling knowing that i can get real rest, some good day with my family will certainly boost me up. aim high fly higher.

knowing some stupid mistake i have been making this few week, makes me in a really bad mood. maybe it is time i got my equipment on and get into battle mode, cannot get k.o so easily, as i said i wanna be the last man standing and it certainly need a lot of hard work and determination (which i dont seem to have)
so wish me a lot of luck

now is 3am coming to 4 so i better stop here
IT assignment still awaiting ................. here i come

PS: some intro
*harry is my BBF(best best friend) in hometown
*Tsin is my kacau ppl junior............ haha (dont mind la since she won't saw this)